The Journey with Jesus…

This year has been a major year for me. Over-coming obstacles and overwhelming circumstances and situations while discovering my own inner voice that has felt silenced by Satan but God continues to give me the victory in Jesus… I have felt so hesitant in sharing anything because of my personal challenges and struggles. I have had to set boundaries between me and the world so I can just keep myself totally focused. Just when I have felt certain about something, a decision to make in life, a passion to share about… it just has felt as though the spiritual warfare became even worse than it ever was. Spiritual traumas that have given physical traumas, mental and emotional traumas which have left me paralysed in sleep paralysis, and physical setbacks and physical in capabilities and then realising just how God has me for Him, as I continue to grow in my relationship with Jesus.

As I continue on this very narrow and emotional journey with Jesus, there is more of a realisation about the why, and the hidden truths Jesus says to my heart and soul that has me crying to Jesus daily about my longing to just be with him forever in His tabernacle as the emotional-burdens of this world of a growing darkness, deception and evil continues to grow and come in waves until Jesus returns. In prayer, I pray often that I am worthy to be taken up into the rapture, praying Jesus will rescue me and all of us who belong with Jesus, not of this world… because those of us who don’t belong of this world, are other worldly with Jesus… all my tears and my cries from my heart to Jesus is a deep desperation and prayer of Psalms and hope of the only thing I can pray for is my hope that Jesus will fill my cup and guide me through in counsel. I pray for God’s angels and God’s agents to cross my path, because I have felt so extremely exhausted from crossing paths endlessly with the agents of Satan that I have had to just set boundaries from the narcissistic abuse from Satan who thrives on using people to come against me in my personal life and it takes everything from me to just exist and get through the day…

I don’t have the sort of support that I need, but I know that if I have Jesus then that’s all I need… Jesus will take care of the rest that’s all out of my hands, because it’s in the hands of Almighty God.

In this world of hatred, evil, wickedness and the lawlessness happening from the spirit of the Antichrist that obviously seems to be working through a lot of people who we believe is “The Main Antichrist” but they’re not… there “An Antichrist” working with and for the Main Antichrist… the main one will undoubtedly be the unquestionable one, as we continue to learn and delve deeper into “who” and “what” the Antichrist is, as we learn more every day who and what that’s all about.

The Bible says we know in part and we prophecy in part (1 Corinthians 13:9)

It’s important to remember to put on the Armour of God, Ephesians chapter 6… and to apply the 9 fruits of the Holy Spirit which is spoke about in Galatians 5:22-23 which is different than the gifts of the Holy Spirit which is spoken about in 1 Corinthians 12:7-11…

The fruits of the Holy Spirit is what helps put on the armour of God which is a major important thing to remember when battling Spiritual Warfare.

For us who are set apart from this world, we walk a very narrow journey with Jesus and we have to! We are set a part because we are other worldly with Jesus, because we are not of this world as the Bible says in John 15:18-20 not of this world… and in Jeremiah 1:5 it says before God formed you He knew you and He set you apart from the world.

I have been feeling and experiencing this so strongly.

We are set apart and made specifically not of this world, though born into it, needing to be reborn to willingly give ourselves to Jesus so we give our life to Jesus, live for Him, and then new life happens and we are changed…

I want to say this strongly… Those who question about how can anyone know Jesus if they are completely away from the Christian community, well, let me make it known that we are all created from a God who really wants everyone to know Him, He is the greatest revealer of truth and of Himself, thus the fact that Jesus came to our physicality in the flesh to show us how to have a relationship with Him and to Know-Him! He works in powerful ways to reveal Himself… Know this, He will reveal Himself more and more. There’s no question about it… God works powerfully in the spirit to get anyone’s attention in His timing! So there’s no question about it! God spoke to Moses and the others and revealed himself since Adam and Eve! God is the same yesterday, today and tomorrow.

I have learnt that my daily life has to be, rather than how I would prefer it to be, but “has to be” rebuking Satan. To rebuke Satan which contains everything that has the Satanic Spirit with it. Though we may not know all of who or what they are, I have learnt that God reveals that realisation in so many ways, even more so when we seek that knowledge. These days, we need to rebuke Jezebel and probably almost daily. It’s important to do this especially with how Jezebel is talked about in the book of Revelation. Once I began rebuking Jezebel, a lot of warfare that was coming against me stopped and I received some amazing breakthroughs which are hopefully leading me to the victory.  I hope and pray, very soon.

Setting boundaries with the world is so important! Putting the phone away, due to addictions to social media, depression & anxiety due to it, as the internet becomes more of a realm of spiritual darkness flooded of possessive demonic spirits which will intensify as we grow even more closer to the reality of new technologies and new forms of internet updates that seem to evolve and transform the internet as much as new technologies.

Though, this is a huge curiosity for me as I continue to explore and learn more about it… the knowledge about it is so important so we can become more aware of what it means from a biblical perspective with wearing the Biblical Lens, which gives us a view of a whole new reality… a reality from God’s view as Jesus reveals more and more to us, one step at a time, each day.

With hardships in Life, walking this life-journey with Jesus gives us endless growth and change, as Jesus is the potter and we are the clay!

During these moments, I have learnt about what God has purposed for me but I feel there’s more to learn about that. My challenging struggled have inspired me a lot and now I’m working on writing a lot about it which is so much, that I have had to divide it into 4 books to write. ✍️

These 4 books 📚 are all about wearing the Biblical Lens, having a relationship with Jesus, to not be of the world and about the guidance from the Holy Spirit as the Bible says a lot about the Holy Spirit as your helper, your counsel who guides you in ways that you wouldn’t have thought of if you didn’t have this heavenly helper from Jesus! And I am so thankful and grateful for what I have learnt so far as it’s been a lot of crying, my desperation to escape this world and realising that I can’t, but I can take a vacation temporarily by setting boundaries physically with the world by getting into meditation with the Bible, forming a relationship with God’s Word.

Forming a relationship with the Bible, well the Bible isn’t really a book, the Bible is God’s Word in book form. God’s Word is what transforms us and if we have an open mind enough to digest it and let it transform us then we will experience a different life. For me, I developed a strong relationship with David in the Bible, I cried with David in the book of Psalms. I gained my biblical psychology with the book of Proverbs! I found true love with Jesus in the Songs of Solomon. I saw a whole new reality about things from the book of Ecclesiastes. I have taken such a spiritual and visual experience with the word of God while holding hands with Jesus in the light, that my whole life has changed, simply by setting boundaries with the world and running to Jesus and Swimming through His Word. Not just reading the words but experiencing the words in visuals and meditation and resonance with God’s Word. Finding myself in God’s Word simply by this Bible verse in Mark 5:34 when Jesus said “Daughter, your faith has healed you. Go in peace and be freed from your suffering”.

Many times Jesus has called me His daughter… as a child of God, this is true… not to mention my situation has been quite the same as hers from that Bible verse in Mark 5:34!

Anyway, God’s perfect timing brings me hope in my faith in Jesus. Simply by closing my eyes and seeking Jesus face, running to Him in the light and seeing Jesus, hearing Jesus and experiencing His embrace and comfort is all I need to have in having a vacation away from this world.

John 12:45 - Whoever sees Jesus sees Him who sent Jesus.

John 14:21 - He that hath keeps the commandments of God and keeps them, he it is that loves Jesus and he that loves Jesus shall be loved by the Father and Jesus will love them and will manifest himself…

I have experienced this and it has been my daily joy…

To have church every day at home or anywhere is simply awakening to rebukes to Satan, seeking Jesus in His heavenly light, singing to Jesus and delving deeper into the Bible & growing in God’s Word.

I will be doing my best to share more because I feel as though God is putting it into my heart and soul to share more and to relay more from a biblical perspective.

God Bless… 🙏✝️❤️